| This poem seems so old now, but is still one of my favorites. |
~Kurisutaru-Kitsune
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Destruction, Thy Name is MineNo matter what I say No matter how I try I can’t help but want To be really highDestruction, Thy Name is Mine
To remember what it’s like To be carefree Not a worry in the world Even if it’s temporary
But I know in my heart I’m taking great risk Eventually, my luck will end And boy, will they be pissed
When they discover the truth The secrets and the lies Disappointment and pain They’ll wonder why
After all that I know And all that I’ve seen Why I would still do this And be a stupid teen
An
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His Name is AddictionIt always seems so easy You hear it all the time “Dude, just quit!” “Can’t you see what it does to you?” “I hate how you act on that shit” “It’s not that hard! Just stop it!” Why don’t I? Why can’t I just stop?His Name is Addiction
I ask myself that every day And every day, I try.
Yet there’s still this Aching Throbbing Shrill Little Voice That belongs to such a
Twisted Demented Disgusting Vile Little Creature
Every time I try to stop &
by ~Kurisutaru-Kitsune
Saved AgainA suicide The perfect death A bottle of pills A glittering bladeSaved Again
Take the pills To feel no pain Cut the skin Destroy the vein
Black surrounds A tiny light Take a puff of cigarette It doesn’t matter I’m dead anyway
It won’t work I can feel it
Pain in my gut Gagging starts They yank out a tube Black comes out
The charcoal taste The cigarette aftertaste The nasty color The disgusting feeling
I look at myself More stitches I’m a bloody me
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Do You Know?Do you know what its like? To look at your veins And only want to slice Them open?Do You Know?
Do you know what its like? To look at your scars And wish you could Make more?
Do you know what its like? To feel guilt from Every bite of food You eat?
Do you know what its like? To wish you could wear That beautiful dress without The scars or your bones Showing?
Do you know what its like? To wish for the courage To finally end it all?
Do you know what its like? To have your mother Check your ski
by ~Kurisutaru-Kitsune
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- Current Residence: Some dark abyss where I'm slowly destroying myself
- Interests: Anything I can play while still watching TV.
- Favourite movie: Constintine
- Favourite genre of music: Rock, R&B, a little country, stuff like that
- Favourite artist: Wouldn't you like to know. ^_~
- Favourite poet or writer: Edger Allen Poe
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- MP3 player of choice: Realplayer
- Shell of choice: swirl
- Wallpaper of choice: Something not wall colored.
- Skin of choice: Um...furry?
- Favourite game: Need for Speed: Carbon
- Favourite cartoon character: Bakura
- Personal Quote: I don't know if anyone will ever understand how much it hurts to be me.
- Tools of the Trade: Mainly pencils and a working computer
- Email: bakura_lover@hotmail.com
- AIM: Athan Bakura
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There’s only now, there’s only here.
Give in to love or live in fear
No other path, no other way
No day but today. - RENT
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Live today as if you'll die tomorrow,
But dream as though you'll live forever. - Ebba
You dont care if i say your name on here or anything? or you have a secret nick name? lol
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There’s only now, there’s only here.
Give in to love or live in fear
No other path, no other way
No day but today. - RENT
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Live today as if you'll die tomorrow,
But dream as though you'll live forever. - Ebba
You never know lol i could be a stalker =K
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