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My Fucked Up Prayer

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As I cry
Myself to sleep
I pray tonight
My mind to keep

I’m sick of pain
I want to die
The lonely nights
The fucked up highs

The crappy friends
And rusty blade
My sanity is
Completely frayed

Tear filled nights
Weighed down hearts
Talking with myself
And then it starts

People begin to wonder
If I am insane
‘Cause they can’t see
That I’m in pain

I starve myself
With bloody arms
The pot helps fight
The way it harms

Doped up on drugs
With sex acts
I keep fucking up
Then the mirror cracks

Who I really am
As everyone sees
Is a lonely child
With a history.
Typed this the other day in my Web Authoring class. I was just a little bit depressed. I actually can't believe this rhymed like it did, but oh well.

My brother graduated yesterday. I can't believe it. (He also got kicked out of the house, but that's aside the point.) My big brother, the person I look up to the most, actually graduated...I'm so proud of him, he really has no idea. ^___^
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Freai's avatar
Beautifully written.

Are you free anytime this week?