Ownership

I want to say
I don’t think
About cutting
But that’s a lie

I want to
Promise to stop
But that’s not true

I want to say
That to stop myself
I only have to think of you

But lies overwhelm
I cannot hide
The pain it too much
The sorrow, too great

I need you to know
I can’t stop
I won’t survive
I want to die
To sleep at last

I now know
I need your help
I want your love
But you ignore
You push me away

Take me away
I don’t want to live
If I cannot be yours

I want you to say
“You are mine”
I long to belong

I want to be owned

I want to be loved.